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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2009|11:42 am]
[Current Location |room]
[Current Mood | amused]

If you people are trying to make me feel upset,
Try harder to la ok????? :)
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(no subject) [Aug. 25th, 2009|12:41 am]
[Current Location |room]
[Current Mood | sleepy]
[Current Music |love drunk- boys like girls]

Yesterday, 24th August was our 6th monthsary
if things didn't happen / if you listen and dint do such things
 five months, 2 weeks ago. (If I'm not wrong.)
2 more days to your court.
Seriously speaking, yeap, I do miss you. Sorry.
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(no subject) [Aug. 24th, 2009|01:24 am]
[Current Mood | depressed]

Think I'm really gonna suffer from depression soon.


Anyway, if you want to see my posts, add me as friend!
Cause I think I'll be locking most of the posts from
now onwards. Only friends can see (:
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(no subject) [Jun. 21st, 2009|04:39 am]
[Current Mood | bored]

I want to scream and sing till my throat burst,
& I wanna drink till I'm drunk and I'll be numb, and
forget all those stress I'm coping with, now..

Maybe you'll find me a very strange and weird person,
cause I always get emotional over the slightest matters.
I laugh at myself when things don't go right and I allowed myself to cry
when things turns really bad. I really appreciate those cares
that all my girlfriends, friends and brothers have shown for me ..
Life is a mixture of good times and bad times.
We learn more about ourselves by reflecting on our decisions.


 
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I’ll be here, whenever you need me [Jun. 19th, 2009|08:50 pm]
[Current Location |home]
[Current Mood | touched]
[Current Music |Come back to me]

My darling boy called me just now while I was sleeping!
Luckily I'm able to pick up his call, omg omg I miss his voice and him!!
He also said to me, ' Everything can change, but not me.'
And thats what I told him few days ago..
Awww, I'm really touched! He still remember what I've said.
And being sucha asshole, he also asked me, which guy is sleeping  beside me ..
And so I told him the truth .. So sorry, my Bb, I didn't mean to treat you this way..............
But, I really love my Baby Mickey so much, I can't
bear to throw him to one side and ignore him.........
Dot x10000000. Lol sorry I'm lame haha!! Okie okie chill.
You're the best and I love you, the most, my Baby Boy..
 
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Every moment last forever [Jun. 19th, 2009|03:48 am]
[Current Location |room]
[Current Mood | guilty]
[Current Music |No boundaries]

Really sorry my dear Bb, I didn't meant to oversleep all the time
I know I'm not a good girlfriend. Yes I'm sucha failure
I know you'll always say it's okay you understand and all.
But deep inside your heart, you'll start
pondering whats the reason for not coming, I'm really sorry..
No matter what, you'll always be in my heart, okay? I love you Bb.♥♥♥
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Perfectly right when you're around [Jun. 16th, 2009|09:41 pm]
[Current Location |myroom]
[Current Mood | okay]
[Current Music |Silly boy]

Hi! I created a new Livejournal account and moved things about
Bb and me to this Blog! So obviously, this Blog will be about him
and my troubles and whatever I would like! Hehe.
Blog the next time, buhbye.
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Please don't take him away, from me ... [Jun. 16th, 2009|02:43 pm]
[Current Location |room]
[Current Mood | disheartened]
[Current Music |The climb, Miley Cryus]

I want things to stay the same, I don't want you to be sentenced..
I don't even know weather if I could even visit you
when you're in CPC. The feelings I brought along to visit you
almost everyday when you're in Qrp, so happy, contented..
I want things to stay this way, please, don't take him away from me, dear god
Please stop torturing me, I'm already half alive nowwwww ): ): ):
I may seemed happy to be all the time,but it's not the same when I'm alone @ home ..
Whenever I bloghop and see loving couples pictures tgt,
I feel so sad, so envious. I would wish that I'm looking at our
pictures we took together.. Sometimes when I'm listening to my friends,
complaining about their boyfriends, about what they quarrel and all,
I felt like telling them that they're already counted as lucky, as they can
have this chance to get to know each other better, improve their r/s.
But I just fucking can't find a chance to quarrel with my Boyfriend.
 I can't even spend one whole proper day tgt with my Bf
24 hours one day, only 20 mins I can communicate with him
And for god's sake, it's only monday to friday, public holidays and weekends, NO.
Sounds lame right? Told you guys already, no one will understand my feelings,
unless those who have the same experience with me.
Whoa, I really feel so much better after typing one whole chunk of troubles out!
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Bang and then you go and die [Jun. 9th, 2009|03:40 am]
[Current Mood | stressed]

So many thoughts running through my mind..
My brain and heart is feeling so tired :( :(
I wished, you were right beside me tonight, Love..
I miss you so much seriously and I really don't know how
to put it into words.. You guys won't understand how I feel...
One time, I'm feeling so happy with my life, all my dear friends
around me, always making my day.
Yet one time I just simply hope everyone could just take
off their masks and stop being sucha hypocrite ..
(doesn't applies to all!)
I'm tired of all these roller coaster emotions.
Having to see that the one I love so much leading sucha hard
life inside yet I'm outside enjoying myself and I can't
even fucking do a single thing about it.
Fuck off
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(no subject) [Jun. 5th, 2009|01:25 pm]
[Current Mood | hopeful]

Love said he can't sleep on Wed night as he kept
thinking of my watery eyes. So touched, hehehehehez.
B, I hope what you've said will really happen,
I'll treasure those times with you, and I'll make every second count.
I love you!
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